A Man in Full

Real food for thought. Perhaps my dark triad personality traits subtly/subconsciously manifest in my fashion aesthetic even though I am far less crazy than I used to be as a womanizing alcoholic, inveterate liar.

Put down the facebook.
If you have a facebook it's to look and appear interesting as fuck and never quite serious.
Girls lap that shit up.

Stop fapping it to pornography.
Seriously. Motherfucking. STOP. Fapping. To. pornography.

You will notice a change in your willingness to approach women in like a day or two if not three or four.

After I limped along in a semi-satisfying relationship and lost my zeal for fighting occasionally with my last girlfriend she called it off.
I was hurt, I guess, but had enough alpha programming basics to deny her closure and wait for her to text me back after some time passed.
I jerked it every day.
Surprise. I didn't do much approaching.
I did however watch a ton of porn involving everything from Asians to teens to everything else you can imagine. A lot of seed was spilled in the name of relief.
But it was not true relief, rather it was placation and masturbation in the truest sense of the word.
I was fucking myself and anesthetizing myself to life and picking up women and seduction and motivation and having to be uncomfortable by approaching women.

If you ate bologna every day, would be feel enough hunger to chase down some real meat?
Porn is the SPAM of your sex life.

Stop watching and vicariously living through the Walking Dead.
Stop waiting for movies to come out.
Begin training in a combat sport.
Begin learning how to at least cook, if not grow your own food.
Put good nutrient dense, low-glycemic carbs into your body.

Begin making plans to travel. Or learn to paint.
 Whatever it is bro, just start.
Try.
Do.
Growth is uncomfortable.
Look to find a career or job field which you actually give a fuck about if you don't already.

You get one life.
No one lies on their deathbed and says "I wish I watched more TV, or 'how does the season of my favorite show end?'"

TV, and fucking internet, and social media, and movies are all part of a constructed narrative to program you, motherfucker.
Be mindful of how much you pour into your mind.
Stop inoculating yourself against truth/reality with that shit.
Fucking there is no vaccine to life or hardship.

Start living.
Life is raw, at times unpredictable, and full of crushing defeat and soaring victory.
You are only a slave in your mind if you choose to be.
You have likely, no YOU DO HAVE decades, DECADES of subtle and overt socialization which has poured concrete-like narratives into you brain encouraging you to follow all the rules, do what others do, believe you're entitled to things, and the like.

At some point, you must stop, and in full disclosure and honest, ask yourself, how do I want my life to be versus how is it now?
What is an action I CAN TAKE TODAY TO TAKE A STEP TOWARD WHERE I WANT TO BE AND AWAY FROM WHERE I AM CURRENTLY.

You are not entitled to success.
You can however qualify yourself for success and make yourself available to it.

Begin.

- Good luck and happy hunting,
         - Yrs. in Christ