My Game Retrospective & RSD - The Only Game Stuff I'd recommend

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I've run through this before, but I still get emails regarding my progression in game from before this blog and my other blog incarnations began, and up until now...and potentially beyond. I also think that as my perspective changes, I may gleam different things from reflection on past experiences:

Phase I: before college and up until my senior year - random luck, pre-selection and getting laid through being a boyfriend and/or girls seeking me out. I cannot even tabulate how many girls I probably missed out on banging in college. My number when I finished college was about 17 or so I think. The biggest paradigm shift for my pursuit of game was realizing that what girls said they wanted versus what their actions demonstrated they wanted were entirely different.

That and I dated two girls with overlapping social circles and got caught. I let them fight over me and chose the one I wanted. It completely broke any pre-conceived notion about what women said versus what they actually want and I accepted that I would no longer put stock in statements but rather actions and behavior and reactions.

Phase II: post college my drinking took off and my womanizing really ramped up, dating multiple girls at once and banging girls on the side. Got caught cheating a bunch of times over, virtually always the girl would want to accept it and move on, and often was a better girlfriend afterward (the biggest mindfuck of all in all this evolution if you can call it that). I was still largely dependent upon alcohol to fuel the initial interactions with girls and then later, over drinks my game matured into a solid conversion from if they met me for a drink, we would almost ALWAYS bang eventually.
I banged my first stripper, then my second, then my third.....

Phase III: My drinking slowed in pace and frequency and I began meeting girls sober and converting day-time meetings to bangs with increasing regularity. My taste also changed as I rarely pursue or even want to convert a girl I've met at a bar/club/whatever. I no longer bang mid-range girls though whilst drunk I've come close to banging a few in the past couple years. I began banging women with real jobs, nurses, chemists, divorcees, women with refinement but all the while still dating girls younger than myself with fresh faces and that nubile virility and capriciousness that is the lifeblood of desire and lust.

Phase IV: Sniper style - seeing the girl you want in the whole place, the girl that is exactly your type and going forward with that near certainty that you will probably, almost definitely bang her. Controlling the interactions, drawing your line(s) in the sand, and only accepting a relationship on your terms and if not permissible, then preferring no relationship.

This above sounds like bullshit when you hear it and you're early into girls and game and approaching (and I would argue your number of girls is under 20 or so, maybe even lower).
After you've banged 40 or 50 girls....I hate using the pedastool reference...but, honestly, you're desensitized to a lot of the shit tests, to that need for validation, to that need for sex with a mediocre girl.

Interlude - Marriage: I was largely faithful during my marriage, something I'd once thought nigh impossible. By the end, I was tired of the making it work, of being emotionally trapped with something and someone as unpredictable as a woman and as any human can be and if not already be then may become. It was never enough, it was never content, it was no different than my life before marriage with that "hungry like the wolf" racing, ravenous hunger for the next thing....b/c that is the emotional hunger of a woman: if there is no drama or excitement they must create it with you....and I am so very very tired of the tempestuous elations and disappointments of women and people.

Interlude - Post Marriage: I banged 2 strippers, a girl I met on a plane who was exactly what I want physically, then some other girls and it's been a raucous * months. I've slowed with some temerity as I go into damage control due to some legal concerns, and I've altered my appearance which force an adjustment to my overall approach on some level, but given the ups and downs of marriage, divorce, game/pursuit rust and the like....I'm not worried about some trial and error in the form of striking out or hitting grand slams.

Phase V: ?
I honestly don't know where it goes from here.
I'm sure like training and any other pursuit...there is no true mastery, there is no perfection, there is only the pursuit itself and the lessons gleamed, affirmed and learned....good luck and happy hunting.


- the stuff that comes later have nothing to do with canned material, or lines or routines. I'm a big advocate of things coming naturally after lots of time and effort and work on who you are, being congruent and actually accepting what you want and that it's okay to want what you want.
I am bereft of a need to validate or justify my willingness to bang a girl I just met IF we connect....and as a result when the opportunity arises, I am congruent with the opportunity rather than her potential slut defense programming/training sabotaging it when amplified by unease or uncertainty on my part.

    - Yrs. in Christ