Been busy lately.
Still seeing the same girl.
Haven't approached in ages. Haven't had the $ or the desire to be honest.
Arrest and being broke will put things back in perspective.
IF I'm being honest, being broke was never an impediment before as I had periods of being broke, and still found time to drink, carouse and approach girls (and bang).
That being said, I simply haven't had the desire.
Been happier to hit the gym and read and work on my paradigm of values and beliefs.
It's been a tough year with my *** accident, the divorce/separation, and now these legal troubles.
The emotional angst I've had to deal with, when not relegated to my ex-wife is still preferable to my married man life which was a constant work in progress.
It was one end of the spectrum or another, little time in between and it was exhausting.
It was always one fight or the next....and I'd rather live that existence caused solely by myself as opposed to victim to the tempestuous whimsical emotions of a woman whom I'm bound to both by law and convention.
With all the problems looming, having my freedom from someone else's emotional outbursts still feels preferable. And my marriage wasn't even bad.
Don't do it gentlemen. Don't do it.
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