Picked up 5 possible prospects as far as women go, over a period of 3-4 weeks while working, through friends, being social while out et cetera.
Took me about a month to cut through the bullshit to physically hanging out with 2 of them, 1 I may see tonight. They basically run the gamut of flake-dom. One I met out twice in mixed company but not enough sparks and we never made plans just us two.
Another was always "busy" with some whatever or what-something or when-do so I just stopped asked (then why keep responding to my texts at all, the radio silent is at least an affirmative/clear/definitive no of it's own in our age of modernity, if nothing else). Another girl we intellectually match but physically if I have to ask if it's there then it's not...and another I may see tonight after likewise claims of being busy et cetera.
Got some bad news recently that I'm struggling with for the time being. I'll come to a place of acceptance but.....it is what it is and I can admit my fear and the pain and the disappointment and the frustration rather just tell myself that I don't care or that it's whatever...like a child in the dark saying they don't believe in ghosts.
Saying something enough times doesn't make it true.
At any rate, girls and the like....at this point.....it's only a passing interest at that and....feels...unimportant.
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